Today you would not write lines on October like the musings from your teenage brain. You said the rosy sky was afire and the smoky air was sad. You smelled leaf rot (deep in your soul). You marveled at pearly dew sparkling in morning sunlight because that’s what dew does, and that’s what a boy writes the day he knows October. He’s learning to write October.
It’s time to worry when you see brown. When you hear “the terminal sound of apples dropping on the dry ground.” You’re going south the day you see geese flee, sunlight fail, green grind down. You’ve got bigger problems than gray wind and dry rosehips.
You’ve pulled out of your dive the day brown becomes cinnamon, when October nods, slips into red, and Autumn creeps. You’ve turned the corner the moment you see Summer pause on sunlit hill, weep, and move on.
John 1:3
If through You
All things were made
And all things are possible
I know why
Lilacs smell like rainbows
And antiseptic
Winter wind
Stings like steel
Needles in my vein
I remember one summer
Sweet as lemonade
Sharp as a scalpel blade.
In my dream
I taste warm cinnamon
I kneel beneath
Watercolor skies
Fold my hands
Round this tiny wren
Its injured wing
Quivers
Like its
Trembling heart
I unfold my hands
But I will not wake
Until my dreams
Become memories
And I keep my memories
To do with as I please.